Love & Light

A message is send that holds a new nature oriented mind of Love & Light. This message comes from above, from the True Allmighty called YaHWeH and it is so that He has told me that His message should be more of compassion and strength and love and light instead of anything else Advertisements

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The Next Day

The day after I rested I was immediately “observed” and “talked about” by the so called “experts” and I hate being a study object. Go and study a leaf on a tree branch or praise your God instead of chasing me around on a Sunday!

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Feel connected

How weird it has been lately, but finally feeling full circle since a long time I must admit. My energy and spirit are fully restored and back to old levels that I used to experience before I got drained from my spirit and drive to make something of this live but since about two weeks […]

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Ash brings rebirth Fire that consumes and then gives birth to a new and fresh existence The phoenix, practically immortal, is rising and gathering strength to be able to go all the way and sustain it into unknown lengths

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For You

Maniu, I love you Always and days after days and oh so true my love is deep and the one thing i will keep always and forever is the feeling burning inside so deep love you always

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Stroll around

To just stroll around and let my mind settle down Thats a heavenly feeling nowhere else is ever found Happyness and joy all in one bundle and packaged ready to reciece and apply Out of rhis world and so beautifull and pure cleansing of the soul To grow and learn and live and go Move […]

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sun shine on me let your light be and let it energize and charge the inner piece of me that has been set free The struggle to swim to the light To get rid of darkness and fright To finally start living my life

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Together in flight

While I noticed her she turned herself around and I realized that she is the only woman that I want to have in the rest of my life Not as a possession, but for accompanying me on our love bound interesting flight through day and night into the light

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We make it 

Last night I saw the most beautifull woman that I fell in love with before  my eyes. Again she sizzled and also managed to arrouse and inspire my body and ever happy loving mind. Inside I no longer wish to hide Committed to, together with you Maniu, enjoying life

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Love rules

In all of my mind and body love rules and makes me feel funny. the feeling so super and i want this to last until the end of our lives to be, at some point in time, husband and wife and be happy together in life

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start the sun

brake into the light slip into the night dying is in the air don’t be scared conquer fears be victorious and survive race between being dead or being alive

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Rotting world

The world is slowly becoming a rotten appleWaiting to be smashed to apple juice  What happened over time ? It does not get better like fine wine But gets sour and like vinnegar Such a shame we are destroying the world We evolved and became our own disease Killing mankind with the simplest of ease

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Set me free

Storm raging Inside my mind No way to cage The beast inside  Filled with chaos and rage Monsters on my path Demons chasing me Set me free Set me free

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The vibe

Smoking cigarettes Killing time Feeling fine Weird absurd mind Chaos from behind Killing all at one time

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Darkness overcomes my mind Cant escape, nowhere to hide Demons feeding on me Eating my soul Cant run, no escape from their goal My mind dying My eyes crying My brain sinking No more thinking Death all around No escape Hell bound No way out To be found

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The wandering

Wandering through darkness Moving slowly and confused Amplified emotions Weird chaotic mind At the edge of insanity I will find Someone with whom I can Share and enrich my mind The journey I had to tak Was one of hurts and pain but now I have a substantial gain Hoping this feeling will stay

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Chaotic mind

Thoughts racing in my mind Chaos all around Head in the cloud Fog misleading In need of direction Submissive to affection Demons swirling around Like the plague Thoughts clouded By my own mistake

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Trying to escape…

Fire, burning inside Can’t run away and hide Never ending Fight to survive Death and pain All around And attacking from all sides No where to run Facing a loaded gun What have we started ? Scared and startled We run away But death catches us And we perish right there Can’t escape From our […]

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Dreaming of darkness

I won’t be saved By all the days Coming after This dreadful day Unless I would Manage to change my way Dark clouds And thunder Hanging over my head Wish I was dead And relieved from This horrifying continues thread

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Become real

Have you seen the sun ? Come up in the morning After the night was just gone ? Have you ever felt overwhelmed ? Or ever felt completely alone ? Have you experienced floating Outside of your body and mind ? What did you feel at that point in time ? Realize, feel And become […]

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Be thankful

Oxygen fills our breathing air Without it We would be so helpless How would we be able To survive ? Life on this planet Has grown In extraordinary circumstances We should be So thankful We came to be alive

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To survive do what is right

I am unconscious but awake Feeling demons pulling on me To take me down into the abyss And take my soul and spirit away Darkness and pain Have to battle To fight it off me And scare it away Angels of light Fighting at my side Night after night To free me from the dark […]

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Old memories

Boiling up to the surface Old memories long forgotten Re-entering my conscious brain And making me relieve Those times long ago once lived. Some are happy Some are sad But all in all It ain’t bad Does give the chance To,put everything Into perspective Makes me believe That so far I have lived More than […]

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Respecting opinions

Wasted lives Thrown away In a nameless grave Trust violated Friendships flushed People blowing themselves up In the name of some god When are we going to realize And also understand That we should respect Other human beings And not kill over each others opinions ?

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Feeling pain And sorrow And sadness In all sorts of ways Feeling rotten Inside my brain Going insane Feeling like rain Is coming down On me In every way Feeling my life Is slipping Don’t want to play Along anymore In this game

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